Back in the Game and Thankful.

Hello, my friend. It's been too long since my last post but I'm back and trying to do a mental dump with all the thoughts that have become clogged upstairs. First, Lord, thank you for giving me the health to enjoy July and to face all the challenges that life provides. It seems my heart issues have jelled my thoughts on what is important and what is not. First, and foremost, my health is my main focus right now. I'm increasing my mileage and running once again. My hope is to maintain a schedule that prepares me to walk the late October USMC marathon in Washington, DC. It's a stretch, but I believe I can do it if I plan and focus on longer walks for August and September. While I would love to run the race, completing it by walking and, hopefully, supporting a rehabbing Marine would really be sweet. Second, my responsibilities as Father to two great kids continue to demand more concentration. Lauren, although now employed full-time by TEAM Enterprises, is a stressed-out head case because of the pace and demands of her new role. Also, her Mother's request to either pay rent or move out did not help matters. I will not comment on that action other than to say it is not surprising.
Patrick, now twenty-one and an adult, is about to become self-sustaining as I have pulled his cell phone and his housing allowance effective September 1. I pray he understands that a work ethic is required to be successful. Unfortunately, he still lacks the necessary motivation, ambition and commitment to do what it takes to pursue his passion. Third, I am nearing a very precarious position. I can now see the point at which I am broke, probably on or near the end of December 2009. Since crunch time has evolved, I have to formulate a plan to address this soon. I'll return with more discussion on this soon. Finally, the guy in the mirror is starting to disappoint me. Each day is filled with so little productivity that I am embarrassed. I have to change my ways. It's time to seek help. My friend, you help but it's just not enough. I'll survive but things are going to change over the next five months. Good luck, stay healthy and attack this head-on. Over and out,
Ricky.